Lonely, Afraid, Scared...

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I was taken advantage of 2 weeks ago... and diagnosed yesterday. My emotions are on the downside of a never ending roller coaster. I have court for the legal aspects of my situation and that stress just adds to everything else... I'm young. I had dreams of getting married and having a family, but now.. . all I can think is that my life is over 100%. There's no point in trying to find love, or that one guy to have a family with. Just when I felt life was getting good... this all happened. I'm depressed, suicidal, all the above negative. I just need someone to talk to, to cry to, to understand...

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`it get better and u r a beautiful young woman with ur whole life ahead of you. I'm sorry u were not told, that sux but life will get better. you can have kids NP. keep ur chin up.

[1stladypoet]

`Psalm27...seems like to me you are having a tough time uh? Well, i'm here to tell you that things WILL get better!!! Having suicidal thoughts? hummm maybe you should talk to a professional? At least attempt to. I completely understand your state of mind because for awhile i was feeling the same way! Your life is not over, not by a long shot! You have to find the strength to move on. One day love will come knocking at your door and most likely at a time when you wasn't expecting. However, if your self-esteem is low, if your depressed, sad and suicidal then you will miss the opportunity! Now is the time to start the evaluation process and work on becoming a better person. Start going to the gym, eating healthier and for GOODNESS SAKES!!! STOP STRESSING!!!!! that is the #1 factor of another outbreak...I know you don't want that do you? Do some research, get familiar with this "skin rash" talk to someone you can trust that won't be judgmental. Do something good for yourself, like your nails, or get your hair done! Believe me, when I found out i wanted to just "cry, and die" but i have two boys i have to take care of and there is no way i'm going to leave my boys alone in this world. If you need someone to talk to, someone just to listen or get something off your chance, send me a message. All my messages are forwarded to my cell phone which never leaves me side (i know...i'm awful..it's addicting) i will respond to all of your emails! Your not in this alone...remember that...xoxoxoxoxox

[amethystdawn]

`very encouraging words which i think we all need i was diagnosed just over a year ago and its destroyed me i met a man who claimed to be single he was in fact engaged to a woman hed been with for 10years she was pregnant and already had 2 children to him , he gave me hsv 2 then decided to leave me at the same time i was diagnosed wth fibromyalgia, which puts me in chronic constant pain i have 3 older children he as now been sleeping around with other women and not telling them his actions have disguted me i feel like i cant move forward like no one will ever touch me again all because of the actions of some uncaring man thats spreading this disease like its ok , every man ive spoke to and been honest about it have just topped talking to me or deleted me , its such a cruel place to be in and your right it doesnt define who we are as people but society can be so judgmental i feel for you , and im hoping in the future some one whos worth my time will come along and make me happy but for now i have to concentrate on making myselfa better person both mentally and physically again xx